No, I'm not talking about the show, of which I'm a huge fan. If I had any major insights on that ever-twisting and oh-so-facintating plot I'd share them, but I don't give it too much thought. I've only got time to enjoy it for one hour a week (and maybe read a few blogs about it.) :)
What I am referring to is my current state of being. Sometimes I go through these phases where I don't have the time, the motivation, or either to sew and create in a fun, adventurous way. And, when I'm in that place, I feel I've lost hold of a bit of myself.
My husband sometimes asks me "Are you there or are you missing?" or "Are you a person?" That's how much he gets me. If I'm crazy stressed out or busy, sometimes I feel like I'm just a body going through the motions. And then I find my way back. And the amount that he's able to help me do that is pretty staggering.
But, don't worry about me too much right now. I'm not so far gone. In fact I think I'm just around the corner and I'll be catching up to myself at any minute.
I actually have been doing some creating as of late, but I think I'm craving some fun time to just do "whatever" instead of working on long ongoing projects. And I wish I had more to show you. Blogging has been so helpful in keeping me "on track" because I can look here and easily see that I'm moving forward and I'm not too stuck. But when I don't post for a while I wonder if I've been derailed.
For now I'll leave you with a picture of a little gift I made for some friends. I've promised you a tutorial on these baby blankets and that's one of the things I'm working on. My friends had their new beautiful baby just last week, at home, as planned, but a little quicker than expected. In fact the midwives didn't make it quite in time! (But everything went A-OK.)
JT
That blanket is adorable! I'm not as aware of it as you seem to be but I know I get cranky when I haven't been creative. I usually figure it out when I do find the motivation and realize that's what was missing!
Posted by: Sarah | March 08, 2009 at 09:40 PM
What a sweet blanket! Love the fabric!
Posted by: Amy | March 09, 2009 at 11:39 AM
Glad the birth went well - cute little blanket :) You may have noticed I seem to be in a similar place as you . . . it's all part of the process, I think.
Posted by: Amy @ parkcitygirl | March 09, 2009 at 12:55 PM
I think many of us have been there. Who can explain it, but creative people seem to have this ironic relationship with our art. We need to create to be happy and healthy, but unless we're happy and healthy we can't create.
I want to recommend the following article by Dana Howell and Doris Pierce. "Exploring the forgotten restorative dimension of Occupation: Quilting and Quilt Use." Its a really interesting look at the physical and emotional benefits of quilting.
Posted by: Kat | March 09, 2009 at 02:57 PM
Love the blanket! I can't wait for the tutorial, but I will. Patiently, I promise!
Take your time getting back into the swing of things. This space ebbs and flows like all others.
Posted by: Sandy | March 09, 2009 at 03:56 PM
That blanket is so adorable! How on earth do you get the mitered corners and binding on perfect? I'm about to tear my hair out on the two blankets I've been attempting to put satin binding on!
Posted by: Erin Compton | March 10, 2009 at 11:34 AM
Oh my - How do you always say what I feel? I am in a new phase of "creativity stuckness" since having the baby. I have TONS of things I want to make - for her and for the TONS of friends having babies - but my little one doesn't take long naps, and when she's awake, she sort of likes to have some interaction and be held. (I'm typing one handed as we speak!)
Your blanket is precious. I'm excited to hear of a homebirthed baby; Lilah was born at a birthing center (a converted home not hospital affiliated) and I loved that experience and my midwives! Congratulate your friends from another alternative birther :-)
Hmmm...perhaps you can help me: Got any ideas for a midwife's gift?
Posted by: Rachael | March 12, 2009 at 06:01 PM
I love the fabic you selected for this blanket.
I think we all go through these phases when we are a little lost.
Posted by: Anne | March 15, 2009 at 11:37 PM
Just wanted to say, I think the blanket is sweet. Don't know how you find the time to complete the projects you do, so I wouldn't get too down on yourself. It's all part of the process. First time I have posted on your blog, but have followed for quite some time. Always enjoy your projects and the way you communicate your thoughts. Thanks for putting yourself out there.
Posted by: Lisa | March 20, 2009 at 06:28 PM